I love you, and will never stop loving you. I only wish you could see that. You put all these girls above me, but when will it be my turn? I know you care about me enough to not want to hurt me, but you are worth any amount of pain.
Sometimes, I feel meshed with you. Like our lips could never part now matter how hard I pull away, like our hands will forever be intertwined. I watch you watching me, and I feel love pour out of your eyes and wrap around me like a warm blanket. Everything I feel, you feel too. Even if you don’t…
She told him after two weeks.
You told me the night of our first kiss.
Sometimes I wish I could have some traumatic brain injury that left me with short term memory loss. No more nursing school, no more depression or sadness, no more crying about something I clearly can’t ever have again.
But it would also mean forgetting the greatest year and a half of my life (and the worst, because I did lose my dad at the beginning of it).
But still, I wouldn’t ever want to forget those moments. I think I would pull some Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind shit and try to hide you in memories that you didn’t belong in lmao.